Today, I've realised I am a horrible person.
- I can't stay focused on one thing
- I do things that I shouldn't
- I lie and cheat on a daily basis
- I have no idea where my life is heading
- I'm not boyfriend material
- I am boring.
- I am not worthy of the things I have, and the people I know
- I hurt people.
I do not deserve to be me.
About Me
- fleedle
- I'm 19, Went to Shirley Boys' High School. I love swimming, performing, and watching the world go by. I spend my days at the pool lifeguarding, coaching and swimming. This is a blog to help me express how I feel, and also keep a record of how things change over the next few weeks/months/years. :)
Im sorry to disagree with you, especially on your own blog dude. To many people in your life, you are the opposite of a horrible person. Most of these things I see you saying about yourself can be explained by the simple fact: you are human. No human is made perfect, and we all suffer our fair share of self-criticism, insults and bad luck. You are not boring, you can create and twist conversations to make people smile and laugh, not to mention the impact you leave with people of general happiness. We all, myself included, can testify to having had to lie and cheat almost every day to keep what, in our lives today, means so much to us. We've all hurt, and been hurt by, people we care about, and in the end we are always stronger for it. This is shown in your recent past, as much as anyones. You have earned your place in this world, this society, this equinox of reality. You've just gotta keep hammering away at Fate's fickle plans, and forge your own future. If you need proof of any of these points I've stated, turn to your friends, and you will not be disappointed :)
ReplyDeleteStay strong dude, kia kaha, we're all here for you.
Captain Octagonapus, signing out