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I'm 19, Went to Shirley Boys' High School. I love swimming, performing, and watching the world go by. I spend my days at the pool lifeguarding, coaching and swimming. This is a blog to help me express how I feel, and also keep a record of how things change over the next few weeks/months/years. :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Day Ten: One confession

Oh boy, I've been dreading this day since I started this 'Blog Challenge'

I have thought long and hard at what I could confess and quite a few things have come to mind.
  - Childish things such as who I 'like'
  - Depressing thoughts I've had
  - What I think about something or someone
  - I could talk about something that happened a few years ago, or maybe something more recent

What is something that no one else knows about me?
There is so much I could say, but here goes...

I am a compulsive liar.
I seriously have a problem and I need help.
Not a day goes by without me lying to someone.  I lie without hesitation, even to the people I care about.  I always regret doing it, and I am deeply sorry to everone.... I don't know why I do it. It just seems the easy way out of any situation.  I can almost guarrantee that the next time I talk to you (whoever you are) I will most likely lie straight to your face.  Over the Summer holidays I will be working on this, and hopefully by the start of next year, I will be a lot more truthful in the things I say and do.

I highly recommend that for the next few months, you should not believe anything I say unless either you know it is true, or I can prove I'm not lying.  This will be a good way of teaching me not to lie.

I need your help, please.  I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life.

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