Random Thoughts

It's been quite a while since I posted something that wasn't a daily challenge thingy, so I'll do one now :)

(FYI this has no structure, it's just ideas/thoughts typed when they pop into my head)

After a quick google search, some of the most popular blog post topics include work, friends, depressing things, girls, what-I-did-today, etc.  I have posted something on just about all of them previously, but I guess the easiest and most relevant topic would be girls.

As much as I dislike talking about this kind of stuff, it's something that's kinda hard to ignore as it's one of the few things teenage guys tend to talk about on a regular basis.

Let's start with the facts:
 - Courtney: approx 3-4 months in 2007
 - Rachael: a couple of weeks in 2010
 - A few other half-assed attempts which turned into nothing

As you can probably tell, I'm nothing special.  9 times out of 10 I won't do anything if I like someone because I'm rather shy :/

To be completely honest, I don't want to find myself another girl until I sort my stuff out (trust issues, lying, university things, etc).  It just wouldn't be fair for them otherwise... 

My parents have never been too keen for me to have a girlfriend, which is why I don't tend to tell them much about this kind of thing.  I didn't tell them about Courtney at all (which was a bit of a mission).  I think it might've been a good idea not to tell them about Rachael too because their negative opinions were almost too much to handle.  I guess now it's easier to pull out the 'I'll-move-out-if-you-don't-stfd' card since school is finished.
Who knows, maybe I'll meet someone at uni? maybe at swimming? maybe at okains? maybe someone walking down the road? Perhaps if I move to america?  I won't know untill it happens.  In the mean time, I will just have to sit back, and make the most of what I've got.

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